I just looked at my calendar and my last class (forever?) is next-next Thursday.
Nineteen years of schooling (including pre-school) will be over in two weeks.
To say that I am getting anxious about the idea of entering the 'real' world is an understatement. I'm beyond anxious now. I've gotten to that stage where anxiety has taken over and my mind has exploded with visions of my future and now everything is just a blur and I'm trying my best to calmly guide myself through the mess.
I just realised that I referred to my state of mind as "that stage", as if it's a common experience for all. I'm pretty sure it's not.
she'll be right :).
ReplyDelete...you know, some people pay money and risk imprisonment in order for their mind to explode with visions and for everything to be a blur...